Stebro said:
Went to an interview today, for a job that I really wanted. Of course my darn social phobia took an active role, and I got really really nervous, more than usual. And part of the interview was in Swedish and part of it in English. I felt like some overrun roadkill or something, that walked in there. And im starting to feel like a complete screwup too, because I get called to interviews a lot now, which should be a good thing, but I always find a way to screw up. So now im always trying to fight thoughts like "how many chances do you really need?", "lots of people could get hired after their first interview, and you just keep on screwing up time after time".
Stefan, take this advice..if you don't get this job,the next interview walk in like you don't care if you get the job or not..that way you haven't any pressure on yourself.
Secondly, at the end of the day, you have your integrity. Nobody can take that away from you. If they don't think you are good enough to hire, it's their loss. Adversity will only make you stronger. I know adversity won't pay the bills but something will finally happen and you'll be more then grateful you didn't get the other jobs. Would you rather work for a Habs fan or a Leafs fan?
Just take some deep breaths bud. You are not alone in the world.
*thumbs up*